On a mission
She passes a foot from him
but doesn’t turn ‘round, smile or speak
empty large shopping bags clutched tightly under her arm
down the corridor between the
stuff
that at this point narrows so
that she must walk sideways
with her back to him
so that her matronly hips do not disturb
the teetering
tottering walls of
stuff
that rise almost to the ceiling
that threaten to collapse at any moment
that extend into
what was a dinning room
where the corridor between the
stuff
turns right into
what was a kitchen
all the while she’s careful to watch her footing
picking her way through the
stuff
that has fallen from
the cascading cliffs of
stuff
onto what was once a floor
because her children
who have long since fled the house
tired of being secondary to the
stuff
and have long since tired of telling her
that emergency crews can’t bring a stretcher into a house filled with
stuff
so she slowly continues her torturous journey to the back door
for her every Thursday two-for-one sale at the resale store
where the clerks wait for her
like hungry pushers
selling junk on a street corner
all the while she is driven by
the siren call
of the hunt for
stuff
and the blissful calm
only a shopping fix can bring
with the nagging knowledge
that the fix will fade even
before she gets home
when she will need yet more
stuff
to fill the void that the
stuff
never quite fills
but still she leaves
her husband
sitting majestically
on his Barcalounger throne
a sultan of
stuff
in what was once a living room
in what was once a house
but now is a
castle of consumption
with the moat
inside the walls
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